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She stared after him, confused. Was that a no? Did he expect her to leave now?

  But he returned a moment later with a laptop and microphone in his hand. He set it down on the table beside the couch and opened the computer, then connected the microphone and set it on a stand beside it.

  “Sit in the chair,” he instructed.

  She sat down in the armchair across from the couch, watching him open an app on the computer and then he sat down on the couch.

  He grabbed the hem of his white t-shirt and pulled it over his head, then tossed it to the floor. She almost gasped at the sensational sight of his glorious muscles and dense tattoos.

  He closed his eyes, and drew in a few deep breaths. She licked her lips, longing to cross the distance between them and sit down beside him, then stroke that incredible chest.

  After a few moments, he opened his eyes.

  His gaze locked on her and glided down her body. She felt heat swelling inside her at his potent male attention. His focus shifted to her breasts and she found herself intensely conscious of her breathing, Of the rise and fall of her chest.

  His blue eyes darkened to the color of the midnight sky and she noticed the bulge forming in his jeans. His hand rested on it and he began to stroke.

  “You’re sure you’re ready for this?” he asked.

  The sight of his hand gliding over the denim… stroking his cock… made her stomach flutter. Desire washed through her.

  She stared at him, mesmerized.

  “Uh huh,” she said weakly.

  His lips curled up in a broad smile. “Okay.”

  He clicked a button on the laptop, then leaned back on the couch. His gaze settled on her face.

  Hello, baby. I’ve been sitting here thinking about you. About what it would be like to make love to you.

  I want to know what it would feel like to touch you. To cup your soft, naked breasts in my hands. Feel your nipples pucker and harden against my palms.

  His gaze dropped to her breasts, sending need surging through her. She wanted his hands on her so badly.

  Mmm. I’m getting hard just thinking about it. My cock is swelling inside my jeans.

  In my fantasy, you lean forward in the big armchair and smile as you run your hands down your body… then grasp the hem of your shirt and draw it up… Slowly… Seductively…

  She ran her fingers down the side of her shirt, then slowly started pulling it up, her deep need to be with him compelling her to bring this fantasy to life. His deep blue eyes flared with heat.

  Fuck, seeing more and more of your naked skin being exposed is making me rock hard. I’m stroking my cock as you pull your top all the way off.

  She drew in a breath and tugged it off, tingles dancing across her skin as his gaze lingered on her breasts.

  Oh, yeah. I love your sheer, black lace bra that barely covers your nipples.

  She watched his hand stroke over the front of his jeans. She sucked in a breath, wishing she was feeling what his fingers felt right now.

  Ah, fuck, baby, you are so sexy.

  I imagine you standing up and unzipping your jeans then dropping them to the floor.

  Mesmerized by the longing in his eyes, she stood up and unzipped her pants, then sucked in a breath and dropped them to the floor.

  He smiled.

  Mmm, now you’re standing in front of me in just your sexy bra and those tiny matching panties.

  You slowly walk toward me, then kneel in front of me and watch my hand gliding over my growing bulge.

  She stepped out of her jeans, then knelt in front of him, her gaze locked on his moving hand.

  Ah, baby. The thought of you close to me… watching me… is driving me wild. I ache to feel your hands on me. Your lips.

  I know you want to touch me. To taste me.

  Your hand glides up my thigh over the denim. Slowly. Building up my need until it’s a desperate ache inside me.

  She rested her hand on his warm thigh, then moved along it, watching his hand moving, along his shaft, wishing it was her hand around it.

  When you finally reach my cock, you stroke along the swollen shaft, squeezing it through the denim.

  She gazed into his eyes, her heart pounding as he slid his hand away. She drew in a deep breath and glided over his thick bulge. Oh, God it was so hard.

  Unzip my jeans, baby, and pull it out.

  She drew in a breath and unzipped him, then reached inside. As her fingers wrapped around his rigid cock, the heat of it made her melt. She drew it out and stared at it. It was gigantic. Swollen and red, with veins throbbing along the sides. The head was as large as a plum. She wanted to lick it.

  Ohhh, yeah, the feel of your fingers around me is making me harder. And the way you’re looking at my cock… as if you want to devour me… You’re making me so fucking hot.

  Can you feel me pulsing in your hand?

  God, yes, she could. It sent quivers through her.

  Now you’re stroking me. Your hand gliding my length.

  She stroked his shaft, loving the feel of him in her grip. Heat pulsed through her as she longed to feel him inside her.

  Mmm, baby. I love that.

  You lean forward and press your lips to my cock. Your tongue laps over the tip. Can you taste the salty precum?

  Her gaze locked on the shiny droplet and she licked her lips. Then she leaned forward and pressed her mouth to him, his rigid flesh hot against her. When she licked, she did taste his salty essence.

  Your mouth opens around me… gliding down… taking my whole cockhead inside.

  She slid down on him. He was so thick and hard. She squeezed him between her lips as she started to move up and down.

  Mmm, I love feeling your warm lips moving up and down on me.

  Ah, baby, it feels so good when you squeeze me like that.

  Oh, yeah. As you take me deeper, I feel my groin tighten.

  She glided all the way down, taking his entire length down her throat. He groaned.

  Fuck, I can’t believe how deep you can take me.

  I coil my hand in your hair and draw your head back until only my cockhead is in your tight, warm grip.

  She felt his hand grasp her hair, then the gentle tug as he wrapped it around his hand and drew her back.

  Suck me, baby.

  Her gaze locked on his deep blue eyes, she suckled lovingly on his cockhead, to his soft moan.

  Ah, yeah, that feels so good. I’m getting so fucking close.

  He throbbed within her grip. She tucked her hand inside his jeans and cupped his balls.

  Mmm. With you stroking me like that… your hot mouth gripping me so tightly… You’re taking me too close to the edge.

  I want to be inside you when I come. Sheathed in your sweet pussy.

  You want that, too. I can see it in your eyes. So hot and hungry.

  She nodded, her body aching for the feel of his thick cock deep inside her.

  Stand up, baby. Take off your bra and let me see your beautiful breasts.

  She released his massive erection and stood up, then reached behind her.

  That’s right. I can hardly wait to see them.

  As her bra slid from her body, his eyes darkened to the color of the midnight sky.

  Oh, yeah. You are so fucking sexy. I want to touch you so badly.

  She bit her lip. She’d touched him, but she’d never felt his hands on her body. Touching her intimately.

  But, oh, God, she wanted to.

  And I can see the need in your eyes. You want my hands on you, don’t you?

  She nodded. A smile spread across his face and his big hand covered her breast.

  She sucked in a breath at the intensity of the emotions surging through her. A touch of fear quickly crushed by a need so intense, she felt she’d die if she denied herself.

  I cup your breast and… Ah, fuck, baby. You’re so incredibly soft.

  The warmth of his strong hand around her, combined with the awe and tenderness in his voice, mirrored in his dark
blue eyes, made her eyes well with tears.

  He cupped her other breast, too, then gently stroked them.

  I’m touching both your breasts now. Do you like the feel of me caressing you like this?

  Pleasure rippled through her in waves.

  “Yes. Oh, God, I love you touching me.”

  His soft laugh curled through her.

  That’s good. Because I love touching you.

  His thumbs found her nipples and glided over them, to her soft moans.

  Mmm, your nipples are so hard. Do you like me stroking them like this? Squeezing them?

  She whimpered as she nodded.

  Fuck, it’s making me hard as a rock.

  I’m pulling you closer and swirling my tongue over your swollen nub. Suckling it until you arch against me, moaning for more. Then I suck it deep into my mouth.

  He leaned forward and lapped his tongue over her nipple, but then drew back. She moaned at the loss. Oh, God, she needed so much more from him.

  Are you wet for me, baby?

  I’m sliding my hand inside your panties. I want to feel your slick flesh.

  His gaze locked on hers, questioning as his hand slid down her stomach then stopped at the top of her panties. She bit her lip, hunger burning through her, and nodded.

  His fingers slid beneath the fabric.

  At the feel of his fingers gliding over her slick folds, her insides melted and pleasure spiked through her.

  Ohhh, baby. You are wet.

  Her heart ached at how gentle his touch was. How tender the look in his eyes.

  Mmm. Knowing you want me so badly has me aching inside. I desperately want to fill you with my throbbing cock. To be surrounded by your warm, velvety pussy.

  His fingers kept moving on her. Then they slipped inside her opening.

  “Oh, God, Tal.”

  A moan vibrated from her lips.

  Do you want me inside you? Do you want to feel my thick, hard cock glide into you?

  “Oh, yes! Please,” she whimpered.

  He chuckled softly.

  Take off your panties. Show me that sweet pussy of yours.

  She stood up, then pushed them down. His appreciative gaze lit a fire inside her.

  Ohhh, so beautiful. Come here, baby. On my lap.

  She knelt on the couch facing him, her legs straddling his thighs.

  I’m brushing my cockhead over your slick opening. Ohhh, that feels so fucking good.

  The feel of his hot, rigid flesh touching her there made her feel weak.

  Fear reared up. She hadn’t had a man touch her like this since…

  But she gazed into his deep blue eyes and saw the sweet tenderness there.

  It’s okay, baby. You’re safe with me.

  She knew she was. This was Tal. He wouldn’t hurt her. She nodded.

  You take the lead. We’ll go as fast or as slow as you want.

  She drew in a breath, then slowly lowered her body. The feel of his cockhead stretching her made her tense, but he stroked her back tenderly and his eyes were filled with encouragement.

  That’s right, baby. Slide your pussy down on me.

  She took him deeper. Oh, God, she couldn’t believe he was inside her. Her heart pounded as heat surged through her.

  His face filled with awe and wonder as she took him all the way inside. His groans of pleasure sent tremors through her.

  Ohhh, the feel of you around me… so warm and welcoming… Ohhh, fuuuuck.

  Goddamn. I can’t believe I’m all the way inside you.

  His hands gripped her hips, holding her tight to his groin, as he stared into her eyes.

  Do you like the feel of my cock inside you? Pulsing with need?

  “Oh, yes,” she whimpered.

  God, I need to fuck you now. Rock against me, baby. I want to feel my cock drive deep into you.

  She rocked and he thrust forward, driving his cock deeper.

  His hands grasped her hips and he guided her to keep rocking. She moaned at the joy surging through her.

  Oh, you feel so good.

  Your moans are driving me wild. I’m so fucking close.

  But I’m not going to come until you do. I want to see your face as I make you come.

  He ground forward, making her whimper at the intense pleasure. Then he started gliding into her in deep strokes.

  That’s right, baby. Feel my cock moving deep inside you. Squeeze it tight.

  She squeezed and he groaned.

  Oh, fuck yeah.

  His sounds of pleasure vibrated through her

  I’m thrusting into you now.

  He thrust deep again and again. She felt like she was riding a wild stallion, as he pumped into her in a steady, pulsing rhythm. Driving her pleasure higher.

  You like this, baby? My cock gliding in and out of your pussy?

  “Ohhh, yes.”

  Ahhh, I’m so close. I can barely hold back. I’m going to stroke your clit now, baby.

  His hand slid down her stomach and his finger found her clit. She sucked in a breath as his finger teased over it. Pleasure blossomed inside her.

  Yeah, there it is. I’m stroking your hard clit. You like that, don’t you?

  Fuck, your whimpers are… ohh… so sweet.

  Come for me.

  He thrust deep again and joy burst through her, catapulting her over the edge. She began to trill, then moaned loudly as he continued to fill her with his hard cock. Pleasure rocked her world, filling her with ecstasy.

  Oh, fuck, baby! Ohhh, fuuuuck!

  His voice pulsed as he thrust into her.

  That’s… right… Fuck… you’re… so… beautiful.

  Ohhh, God… you feel… so good.

  Ohhh, fuck… Ohhh, fuuuck, yeah… Ohhh, I’m… ahhhh… fucking coming.

  His intense groans of pleasure pushed her bliss even higher. Then he drove deeper and shuddered against her.

  Ahhhh, baby. Oh, goddamn.

  He drew in thick, heavy breaths as she rested against him. Slowly his breathing calmed.

  Oh, fuck. That was incredible. You were incredible.

  His muscular arms tightened around her and he hugged her snug to his body. The feel of his tender embrace, his cock still embedded inside her, made her glow with happiness.

  Thank you, baby.

  *

  Tal’s heart pounded as he held Sonny close to him. The experience had left him deeply moved. This woman, who had been hurt so heinously, had opened up to him. Had trusted him so completely.

  He could feel Sonny trembling in his arms. He brushed his lips against her temple.

  “You okay, sweetheart?”

  He felt dampness against his chest and his heart clenched. He tipped up her chin to see her eyes gleaming with moisture.

  “Sonny?”

  “I’m just so…” Her eyes filled with deep emotion. “It was just so…”

  She shook her head and cupped his face with both hands, then surged forward, capturing his lips. Her sweet mouth moved on his, her tongue gliding inside, exploring.

  When she released him and gazed into his eyes, he realized it was joy she was feeling.

  “So it was good.”

  Her lips turned up in a smile, her face glowing, then she laughed. At the same time, tears streamed from her eyes.

  “It was very good.”

  He laughed, then swept her into his arms and carried her to his bedroom. He pushed back the covers and laid her on the bed, then dropped his jeans to the floor and slid in beside her. The feel of her naked body against his, the two of them warm and snug together, sent his heart soaring. She wrapped her arms around his waist and cuddled closer, her soft cheek against his bare chest, her hair a silken caress against his skin.

  She sighed contentedly and soon her slow, deep breaths told him she’d fallen asleep.

  He tightened his arms around her, never wanting this moment to end.

  *

  Sonny awoke to the muted light of late afternoon, casting long shadows acr
oss the bed.

  Tal’s big muscular arms were around her, his heart beating against her ear. She stared at the dense tattoos on his chest, smiling at the memory of what they’d done. At the tender way Tal had guided her past her carefully erected barriers.

  How he’d gently helped her shed her last fear of making love with a man.

  She dragged a finger down the curved line of one of his tattoos.

  At least, a man she trusted as much as Tal.

  “You’re awake.” Tal’s voice rumbled from deep in his chest.

  She smiled, and gazed up into his dark blue eyes.

  “Yes. And so are you.”

  “You do realize you’re naked?”

  “Really?” She lifted the covers and peered underneath, seeing her breasts pressed against his sexy, muscular-ridged chest. “You’re right.” She leaned back to gaze at his boxers. “But you’re not. That seems wholly unfair.”

  He chuckled. “I can fix that.”

  As he tucked his thumbs under the waistband of his boxers and started to guide them down, she knew exactly where this was headed. Her heart pounded in anticipation. But she grasped his hands and stopped him, knowing she had to talk to him first.

  “Wait,” she said.

  He stopped and glided a big hand down her back in a tender stroke.

  “What is it, baby?”

  “We need to talk.”

  The light in his eyes dimmed, but he nodded. “Of course. Whatever you want.”

  “First, I want to say I’m sorry.”

  He frowned, looking perplexed. “Sorry? For what?”

  “You told me you didn’t want to continue this relationship with me… that you didn’t want to go further on this journey. Yet I went ahead and pushed you into doing this.”

  “I didn’t say I didn’t want to help you. I said I was the wrong man for the job.”

  She nodded. “Yes, but…”

  She rested her hand on his cheek and stroked, loving the feel of his coarse stubble. God, he was so intensely masculine.

  He took her hand and pressed the palm to his lips, making her quiver.

  “But what, baby?”

  “I’m hoping you’ll reconsider. Continuing this relationship I mean.”

  “Why?”

  Her heart stuttered. Oh, God. She’d begun to hope he wanted her. That him agreeing to do the audio with her then the two of them making love, meant that he had changed his mind. But maybe he’d just relented to help her past this one major hurdle and he intended to just walk away again.