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  She choked up, realizing he probably felt there were no more steps for him to help her through. Going forward, she needed to find a way to build trust with a man and if Tal didn’t plan to be in a long-term relationship with her, then it was time for her to move on and learn how to do that with someone else.

  The problem was, she didn’t want anyone else.

  She wanted Tal.

  He watched the emotions washing across her face and… Oh, God… she realized he was going to be kind.

  She drew back, her head shaking, knowing she had to flee. But he tightened his arms around her, pulling her close again.

  “Where are you going?”

  “If you don’t want to be with me then…” her throat choked and she sucked in a breath. “I should go.”

  He rolled her onto her back, pinning her hands beside her head, his solemn blue eyes searching hers.

  “You think I don’t want you? You were in the fucking room, weren’t you?” His voice—low, sexy and with the hint of a growl—rippled through her.

  His mouth swooped down and his lips coaxed hers with such poignant persuasion that she opened, melting into the kiss. His tongue explored her mouth, insistent and possessive.

  “Baby, I’ve never wanted a woman more.” His gruff, sexy voice rumbling against her ear melted her heart. “And I don’t mean because of the sex.” He nipped her earlobe. “Though there’s no denying the chemistry between us. But I mean I want you as a part of my life. Today. Tomorrow. And as long as you’ll have me.”

  Her eyes widened and her lips parted in awe. He captured her mouth for another passionate kiss, then gazed at her with a tenderness that filled her with awe.

  “Fuck, baby, I’m so in love with you I never want to let you go.”

  *

  Tal watched Sonny’s face. Had he said too much too fast?

  When he’d asked her why she wanted him to reconsider continuing the relationship, he’d been hoping she would say because she loved him. He’d been a fool to believe that might be possible. Not so quickly.

  Grateful, yes. But she probably wasn’t ready to love anyone yet.

  “You’re in love with me?” she whispered.

  “Yes, baby.” He watched a light flare in her eyes.

  But then her lip trembled and he was afraid—

  “Oh, Tal. I love you, too.”

  Joy surged through him. He couldn’t believe his dream had come true. He meshed his lips with hers and she kissed him with sweet exuberance.

  When their lips finally parted, she laughed.

  “Tal, you need to let me go.”

  He realized he still had her wrists pinned.

  “Why? Is there somewhere you want to go?”

  She wriggled beneath him, the movement of her naked body sending all kinds of delightful signals through his body. He released her hands.

  “No. Nowhere I want to go.” She pressed a hand to his chest until he rolled away, and she rolled right on top of him. She rose onto her knees. “There’s something I want to do.”

  She grasped his boxers and pulled them down, freeing his rising cock, then tugged them down his legs, stripping them away entirely. Then she prowled up his body, her eyes filled with hunger.

  When her hand wrapped around his cock, he groaned with need. But he caught her wrist and rolled her onto her back again.

  “Oh no you don’t. You’ve had your turn. Twice. Now it’s mine.”

  “But—”

  He consumed her mouth, silencing her, then kissed down her neck.

  “Every time we’ve been together, you’ve ensured you kept me busy talking,” he murmured against her skin as he nuzzled her neck, then continued downward. “So I was never able to taste you the way I wanted to.”

  He cupped her breast and stare at the peaked nipple, so long and hard. He smiled, then licked it.

  “Now I’m going to feast on you to my heart’s content.”

  He wrapped his lips around her rosy areola and suckled softly. Her sweet moans made his cock swell until it was rock hard. Her fingers stroked over his head, then wrapped around it as she pulled him tight to her, arching against his mouth.

  He laughed, rumbling from his chest, then drew deep on the hard nub.

  “Oh, Tal. Yes.”

  Her throaty voice, so filled with need, sent his cock twitching. Aching to be inside her.

  He captured her other nipple and lapped at it with his tongue, then drew it into his mouth and sucked with a deep, pulsing rhythm. Her moans turned to high, trilling cries.

  He flicked his tongue over her hard nub, then glided his lips down her ribs, directly to her navel, then he dabbed his tongue inside the small indent. His hand glided down her sides to her hips, her skin silky under his fingertips.

  Then he drew back and took in the sight of her body in front of him. His gaze gliding down her stomach to the neatly trimmed, silky blonde curls of her pussy. He ran his fingertip along one side. Then the other. He smiled and used his thumbs to open the folds, ready to lick her delightful, sensitive flesh.

  “Tal…”

  He gazed up at her face. “What is it, sweetheart?”

  “I’ve never had a man… do that.”

  “Really, baby?”

  He pushed himself up on his elbows, their gazes locked.

  “I’d… only been with one guy before I was… abducted. And he didn’t do that with me. And D and the others…”

  Tal surged upward and captured her lips. “It’s okay, baby. You’re here now. You’re safe.” He kissed her again then stared deep into her eyes. “I won’t do it if you don’t want me to, but…” He smiled. “I really think you’ll like it.”

  *

  The gleam in Tal’s eyes sent heat simmering through Sonny. It’s not that she was afraid of it. She’d learned to turn off her feelings, on some level, during so many sexual acts her captor and his friends had performed on her.

  But this was so… personal. So up close and intimate. And all focused on her.

  She wasn’t quite sure how to receive that type of attention.

  But this was Tal. And she could trust him.

  She nodded tentatively.

  His lips turned up in a broad smile, then he kissed her. His mouth moved on her with such sweet passion, she melted against him, wrapping her arms tightly around his thick, muscular neck.

  He drew back, his eyes filled with warmth and awe.

  “I love you so much, sweetheart. I can’t believe I get to be the one to take your virginity in this.”

  He kissed slowly down her body. Tingles danced in the wake of his lips. Moving from the base of her neck… down between her breasts… over her stomach. Then he raised his head and gazed at her intimate flesh.

  He glanced up at her and smiled, then he stroked down her thighs, opening them wider. His focus shifted back to her folds and he glided his thumbs along each side. Then he parted them. His eyes turned dark with need and he leaned forward.

  The first touch of his tongue sent an electric pulse of need right through her. He teased over the slick flesh, near her clit but not touching it. His tongue gliding up and down. When it dipped into her opening, she moaned. His tongue was soft, yet firm. And oh, so warm.

  It pushed deeper into her and she found herself arching forward. His deep, rumbling laugh against her flesh made her quake with need.

  Then she felt the tip of his tongue glide over her clit and she gasped. Warmth spread through her, starting in her core and seeping through every part of her.

  He swirled over it. Pleasure spiraled through her. As he continued to lick and cajole her sensitive bud, delightful sensations rippled through her entire body.

  “Do you like it, baby?” he asked.

  “Oh, yes. Oh, God please—”

  Before she could finish her request, he’d found her wet flesh again. His mouth moved on her in what felt like a sweet, intimate, passionate kiss… designed so completely for her sole pleasure.

  Her fingers wrapped around
his head and she held him close, her body writhing beneath him now as pleasure coiled thought her… tighter and tighter…

  He suckled on her little button. She arched against him, moaning at the intense joy rippling through her.

  “I want you to come for me, baby,” he murmured against her burning flesh. Then his tongue swirled over her and plunged inside. He licked, then settled over her clit again.

  The tip of his tongue flicked over it, then he sucked on her in small pulses. Her blood turned to liquid fire and her body arched as a thousand suns ignited deep inside her, catapulting her to a state of pure ecstasy. She moaned, her body shuddering as she gave herself over to the blissful surrender.

  When her body finally collapsed on the bed, still quivering from the soul-shattering orgasm, he licked and stroked a little longer, continuing the warm glowing pleasure inside her. Then finally his warm mouth drifted away and his body settled beside her, his smiling face next to her on the pillow.

  “I hope that was a pleasant first for you.”

  Her jaw dropped and she stared at him in awe. Then she surged forward, rolling onto her side and capturing his glistening lips. Kissing him deeply. Her tongue glided inside and swirled around. She felt his big, thick cock growing stiffer against her hip.

  Her hand found it and she wrapped her fingers around the hard shaft. The heat of it… and the sheer thickness as it pulsed in her hand… had desperate need pulsing through her. Her intimate muscled clenched.

  “God, I need you inside me so badly,” she said.

  He smiled, his whole face lighting up. “Yeah?”

  He pressed her onto her back then prowled over her. His body was so muscular. So broad. She drew in a breath as a twinge of panic rippled through her.

  “You okay, baby?” he asked, his deep blue eyes penetrating as he searched hers.

  She pushed back the lingering ghosts of her past. This was Tal.

  Sweet, gentle Tal, who loved her.

  She drew in a breath and stroked his cheek as he gazed down at her with concern.

  “Yes, Tal. I know I’m safe with you.”

  His eyes grew fierce and he dipped down and captured her lips.

  “Good. I would never do anything to hurt you.”

  She squeezed his cock, then stroked. It pulsed in her hand, driving her wild with need.

  She pressed it to her slick flesh and glided it along her folds, igniting sparks of intense yearning.

  “Please, Tal. Fill me.”

  He chuckled softly and began to move forward. His plump cockhead stretched her as it pushed inside. She opened her legs wider, welcoming his thick shaft into her body.

  It glided deeper and deeper. Tingles danced down her spine as his cock stroked her sensitive flesh.

  “Ohhhhh, yes. You feel so good inside me.”

  “Ah, fuck, baby. I can’t believe how sweet and warm you feel around me. Gripping me so tightly.”

  He groaned as his cock filled her the rest of the way. His groin rested tight against her now and the two of them sucked in air as they stared into each other’s eyes. His were filled with such potent, poignant desire it took her breath away.

  He twitched inside her and she moaned.

  She hooked her fingers over his shoulders, clinging to him.

  “Oh, God, Tal. I love being this close to you. This intimate. I never thought… after what happened…”

  His fingers covered her lips. “Shhh, baby. Don’t think about that now. Right now it’s just you and me. Sharing this special moment. I’m going to make love to you. I’m going to show you just how much I love you.”

  She smiled, her eyes welling up. “Yes, Tal. Show me.”

  He smiled, then keeping his gaze focused on hers, he drew back. Slowly.

  Never shifting from his gaze, she whimpered at the sweet sensation of his cock dragging along her inner passage. The delightful feel of it stoking her desire.

  His bulging cockhead slid to her opening… almost slipping free… then he surged forward again, filling her in one, smooth stroke.

  “Ohhh, Tal.”

  “Yeah, baby. Do you like the feel of my cock moving inside you?” He drew back, lingering at the edge.

  She nodded, tears welling from her eyes at the intensity of the experience.

  “Yes.” She blinked back the moisture and sighed.

  He surged forward again. Pleasure quivered in her core, then expanded through her.

  ”Oh, God, yes. Fill me.”

  His nips nuzzled the corner of her mouth. He drew back and drove forward again, making her moan.

  His lips turned up in a dazzling smile, the warmth in his eyes searing her.

  He started pumping into her, his cock filling her with deep, enthralling strokes. Driving her pleasure higher and higher. She squeezed around him, eliciting a groan so deep and masculine it rippled along her nerve endings, sending her close to the edge.

  She clung to his shoulders. “Oh, Tal, I’m so close.”

  “Yeah, sweetheart.” He kissed her lips. “Are you going to come for me?”

  He pumped harder. Filling her deeper.

  “Oh… yeah…” she panted. “Oh… please.”

  He pounded into her now. Explosive sensations rippled over her nerve endings. Her insides coiled tighter… tighter… tighter. Then like an overwound spring… released.

  She shot over the edge. Catapulting into ecstasy.

  “Are you… coming for me… baby?” Tal’s words puffed out between thrusts.

  She nodded as the orgasm swelled through her, carrying her on a wave of pure bliss.

  He laughed as he continued to pump, then he drove deep, shattering her world in and explosion of complete and utterly devastating joy.

  She moaned. Long and loud. The sound filling the room with the earthy, primal sound of her release.

  “Oh, fuck, baby. You are… so…” His thrusts were faster now. “Fucking… beautiful.” He thrust deep, pinning her to the bed. Then he groaned.

  Oh, God, she could feel him erupt inside her. Filling her with liquid heat.

  She trembled in his arms, moaning. He chuckled against her shoulder, then rocked his hips. She sucked in a breath, then rode the wave as another orgasm swept over her, driven by his cock moving inside her as he kept rocking against her. His lips nuzzling her neck the whole time.

  She wailed at the sheer joy embracing her. The bliss he was giving her with his easy movements. The fact he only cared in this moment about her pleasure.

  Finally, she collapsed on the bed, panting for air.

  “Oh, my God, Tal.” She sucked in a breath. “That was… so…”

  He laughed, then rolled away, slumping beside her.

  “I totally agree.” Then he pulled her against him, into the warmth of his embrace.

  She sighed, her head against his broad, muscular chest. She nuzzled against it, brushing her lips over one of the tattoos in gentle kisses. Then she rested her head over his heart, listening to its steady beat.

  She drew in a deep, contented breath

  She could never have imagined being in a man’s arms like this after what had happened to her. Especially someone as massive and ultra masculine as Tal. Her fear had been so deeply seated, dug into the far reaches of her soul.

  But Tal, with his gentle, protective nature and his deep, sexy voice filled with tenderness and respect, inspired a profound trust in her.

  He had brought her back from the abyss and made her whole again.

  She stroked her hand over his chest. And she hoped she had done the same for him.

  “I love you, Tal,” she whispered.

  His eyes glowed with happiness as he leaned in and kissed her with a tender brush of his lips.

  “And I love you, Sonny.”

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  Dirty Talk, Blissful Surrender is the fourth and final part of the Dirty Talk series. If you love this narrator (William Martin) as much as I do, you’ll also enjoy my Mastered By series as audio books, beginning with Played by the Master.

  If you loved the poignancy of the Dirty Talk series, combined with the blazing heat level of the sex scenes, I have a few recommendations as to what to read next…

  First is my Mastered By series, specifically Mastered by the CEO. Rachel is an executive who is just trying to keep her job when her company is taken over, but the new CEO is King Taylor who she used work for and had a relationship with.

  Second is the stand-alone novella Debt of Honor, about a woman who hops off a plane during a refueling stop to search for one-of-a-kind souvenirs, and ends up being held captive by a domineering sheikh in order to pay for a crime she did not commit.

  Finally, there is the novel, Heat, about a woman whose first love, a firefighter, dies in the line of duty and she vows to keep her heart guarded and never give it away again.

  Here are excerpts for each of these three novellas…

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  King eyed Rachel as she sipped her juice again. He couldn’t help watching her full, pouty lips, glistening with juice as she put the glass down. When her pink tongue glided over those lips, his groin tightened.

  Her long, chestnut hair was bound at the back of her head with a clip, all the ends neatly tucked in. It was longer than he remembered. Her hair had been too short to put up when they’d worked together, but he’d always told her how he’d love to see her with long hair.

  Her eyes, green with specks of gold, remained fixed on her glass. He’d commanded her to be silent and she’d actually obeyed, as much a shock to her, he was sure, as it was to him.